Taken at Kuta, Bali
Live Through the Air
I actually have no idea about what I’m going to write.
This. Is. Crazy.
Di awal blok saya ingat salah satu dokter pengampu berkata seperti ini, “80% mahasiswa gagal di blok ini”. JLEB. Belum dimulai pun paradigma kita tentang blok ini sudah di ‘set’ terlebih dahulu. And it happened. Saya sendiri pun merasa berat sekali menjalani blok ini. Materi yang jumlahnya unbelievable to count, ditambah praktikum yang banyak, dan ditutup indah dengan OSCE pewarnaan gram dan apus malaria.
But I remember my mum once said to me “Whatever they say has got nothing to do with you. They might say this is the hardest, but you’re the one who make the way you want it to be”. And thank God I have such a superb optimistic mum, I gained in spirits. She keeps my fire on while others try to burn it down. I might failed on my first malaria test, but I tried again (which I wasn’t sure abt this one, the test was so hard yaw!).
And what makes me feel like the world is about to end is knowing that I didn’t do better in my Electrolyte and Fluid Imbalance exam. I have to take the second exam unless I want to take another year (hopefully I won’t). And there again, she was there for me. She said that this is how God shows His love thru failure, so I can learn more and by the time this all ends, I’ll feel grateful abt what God has given to me.
But after all what I’ve been thru I wanna say thanks to you, Mum. Thank you for being by my side thru the hard times and good times *kishkish
It happened when I was on the 1st grade of junior high, the love of classical music. I wish I could start again and I wish I didn’t sick enough to stopped :(
I don’t know what kind of lonely nite I would have without lil lights in my room. I love the lights to keep me calm and sometimes the lights help me dig deeper about myself. Just me and the lights
So, I’m so in love with John’s new video. Glad to see you back in the music industry :)
this is how i want to spend my weekend. After what Tropical and Infectious Disease has put me thru, the best getaway for a large size of sadistic in medschool is read something other than medschool thingy. Happy weekend folks!